Wednesday May 21st

Feeling very tired tis few days.dunno y..2day free but lazy to study as my exams coming le.haiz.so sian.2day that C go crazy again le.tink she reali nv tk medicine ba...haha...2mr hope can finish b4 6pm ba...2mr have 35 pts...hmmm...

Tinking of going back to study part time...but very scare i cannot cope...cos i dun reali like to study...and tis time i am planning to study business managment...under private sch...the sch fees still ok...not so ex...i still can affort...is only the stress and tiredness will kill me...haha...hate those days nv study well lo...so no choice...

shld i be a nurse forever??

I cant ans to tat...althought i am in control of my life...but sometime is very hard to say...so lets jus leave it...after dip den c how ba...i jus need a dip at hand first...that is all i am asking for...and a small family wif D...hehe...

D also say he wants to go study nxt yr...in spore poly...it is a 2 yr course...so mayb i am putting my plan to study to nxt yr...haven decide yet...if tis yr going to study...it will be oct class...hmmm...wat shld i do??.....shld i or shld i not.....

Tuesday, 20 May

Today very tired...haha...whole day assisting Drs...so sian...reach hm abt 7pm...nv eat dinner...dunno wat to eat also...so boring...so at the end mum bought donuts back for me...haha...that is my favourite donut...

2mr alot pts again...so sian...haiz...hope 2mr i dun meet those nasty pts ba...but at least in Pm i not inside the room...hehe...can relax at EV le...

Today heard e news abt china...felt really very sad for them...we mus pray for them...hope they can walk out of it...hmmm...lets pray..................................................

U c tis cat it is at the centre of e walk way...haha...i find it very cute....

Vesak day...holiday for us too...hehe...very happy tis wk only work 4 days again...but less money...haha cos last wk i took friday off...today monday...nth to do...so sian at hm...hmmm...

Later steven mum coming over to my hse...she wants to do visa online...dunno uncle wan bring her whr..so gd hor...tink US ba...haha...i am also not sure if i noe how to do it...try ba...feeling very tired...dunno y..tink nv slp enough....

Ytd when to grandma hse...mum say no body go her hse pei her...den if dad and mum go also not enough ppl play majong...so no choice lo...i when wif them...haha...i tink i still not very gd...so mus pay sch fees lo....hehe...i lost $3...to me when everybody esp my grandma happy can le...lol...haha....cos i very long time go c her once...:)

After that...We when to the new walking bridge which is at the top of e hill wif my uncle family...haha...reali fun lo...the hill very steep slop...walking up is very tiring...when reach the bridge we walk towards Mount Faber....the scenery very nice...u can c alot of cars below...as if u were at level 18...very high lo...the bridge is build wif solid woods so it can tahan hot or even cold...new opening so alot of ppl when ytd...all very clever..when up the hill wif sport shoes...i wear slipper lo...haha

On sat...we came back from msia at abt 7pm...jeff drive us back to spore..den we when to CCK park for dinner...shernie working place...the food there not bad...but abit ex...hehe...den after dinner we when to IMM...dear went to buy shoes and we walked for a while b4 meeting chee chong and mei jun to Lim Chu Kang.....Johnny and Yao Chye when fishing at Lim Chu Kang.so we when to look for them too...

The place which they went is reali very special lo.mayb i nv see b4 or wat ba...is reali a nice place...u can c the surrounding places all is singapore geylong...they catch the fish and sell it to our fish market...and u can also c alot of motor boats there...oppsite us is malaysia le...very beautiful scenery...they all caught 2 snake fish and 2 crabs...i am reali too tired le...so nv stay on wif them...reach hm abt 1.30am le...haha...

2day duno do wat lei...at home very hot...mayb later going cwp for dinner ba... :P

One more day to my off day on friday...haha...tis fri and sat i going msia wif dear le...reali very long time nv go meet his family...his sister msg me to come home wif steven...so cute lo...so i when to tk off on fri...and we will stay one nite at msia...hmmm...tis time i mus go shopping and do nails also...haha...hmmm...so tis will be my long week end...very gd...i can rest on sunday and monday...

Very happy now i have extra income on sat le...hehe...mus work hard den can save more money...hmmm...hope can increase pay also...haha...tink too much le... :P

Now waiting for Jet star only le...haiz...hope can get good price...i mus go Hong kong....that is my wish tis yr...haha...jus now when in to friendster...saw a friend which i noe in simei...he got married...like very xin fu...haha...i also wan to become like him...have own hse...and start a family...hmmm....so sweet....

watch finish the show on channel 8 le...so now nth to do...so sian...hmmm...i jus receive a msg from Anna...haiz...that call 3 need to start again le....aiyo...very ma fan lei...she say start 2mr at 7.30am...i in trian...later like stupid lo...mus call 7 ppl lei....aiyo...ppl sure tink i siao...some more mus call them 2 time each...that will be 14 calls le...so troublsome....haiz....hate it....

Our 4 yrs Anniversary

Time reali flies...dear and i have been 2gether for 4 yr le...go through alot of sweet and angry moments...haha...hmmm...on sunday we nv reali celebrate it...when to Orchard centre point for Haagen Dazs ice cream...reali very nice but tink too ex le..haha...luckily dear have voucher if not we will not go...after that when to suntec to watch wat happens in vegas...the show not bad...quite funny...i keep on looking at dear...i scare dun understand the show and feel like slpg le...haha...luckily the show is abit funny so kept him awake...

After the movie we wanted to tk a cab home...cos is quite late le...but cannot manage to find one...we waited for 45mins...b4 giving up and tk a bus back home...hmmm...so reach home quite late le...

very very long time nv update my blog le...haha...abit lazy lo...2day is a sunday le...time reali very fast...hmmm...now headache dunno wan go study ma...need a few thousands...i scare i half way also...duno can cope ma...hmmm...now jenny left le...nobody rotating to stay back wif me le...very sian lo...haiz...even wan go study also abit hard...hope the new girl can faster learn all e tins...den i can start rotating wif her...

Very fan...alot of tins happened...i dunno whr is my path le...sian...duno whr to start from...my cousin going back to study again le...it is a degree course...i also feel like going to study but i scare dear wan to buy house...cos i reali dun have so much cash to do tis 2 tin 2gether...hmmm...mus blame myself for not saving more money...haha...

Last sat when to my fren auntie hse...wow...it is damn nice lo...too bad i nv tk pics...it is a 4 storey condo....the basement is car park...each hse have 2 lots to park...den there is a back door to the hse basement...the door lock has got no keys...but use finger prints....high tech sia...den the basement have got 2 rooms...when u walk up the stairs is the living room in front of it is a big swimming pool...so gd lo...open the front door can go swimming le...too bad i nv bring swimming costume...den 2nd and 3rd floor is their bed rooms and study room...the 4th floor is roof top...they decorate till very nice....

Finally dear agree to go HK wif me le...i very happy...only 2 of us...hehe...i had print out all e maps and shopping places...haha...but haven book e flights yet...cos now the price still abit high...hope faster drop den i can book le...i am waiting for that day...finally going out of spore le...hehe... :P

2day is my rest day...mus have enough rest...cos nxt week i work from Monday till sat le...den Sunday is our 4th anniversary...i nv buy anytin for him...but tink will treat him lunch or dinner ba...haha...haven decide whr to go also...hmmm...still tinking...time reali flies...so fast 4 yr past le...haha...grow older also...hmmm...